Lonliness Expressed!

Sitting lonely,
No plan to think on anything, but still thought process doesn't get stopped.
It keeps on getting thoughts about things I see then, and past impressions.

Loneliness kills!
People say, do some new things, visit new places or indulge in some other work.
But how do I involve when I have no interest or need?

I still feel lonely, but not bored of loneliness!
It is not strange that people commit suicide when they utterly lonely and unaware of it. Loneliness is a nightmare, if you are unaware of it.

Sometimes, I see it, I like to go lonely!
Do not like to involve in anything, neither people, nor books or other entertainments!

Career, Love, Parents, and Friends [in no particular order] - Name it anything, I still like to go lonely seldom rather going for the above!

Loneliness doesn't say anything (I heard people saying, some inner voice tells some thing to them, while they are alone), but that is not the case here.

Career, Love, Parents and Friends are not substitute for loneliness nor the loneliness is substitute for them!

Loneliness is an experience of newness.
You are inside a room and all the doors are shut, where you go and only go is inside! It is similar to choosing one-way route. You can not take any turn after that. Only option left is going straight. Same case here, loneliness is a choice when no other choice left for you.

When u deeply involve in work or hobby or love, forgetting the whole world, is not same as loneliness. You still involve in something there.

Freedom is the characteristic of loneliness. Wisdom is the property of it.

Acceptance of loneliness is a bit difficult for a beginner. For a surprise, many of a never know that there is an experience of this sort.

It is strange, new and unbearable for a beginner. And practice leaves loneliness alone! And there we start tasting the joy of loneliness.

Joy of loneliness is called Aloneness or Solitude, any way dictionaries don't say the same!
I keep updating my loneliness experiences!